Saturday, February 7, 2009

Sex, Lies, and Videotape

Yes, that was the name of a movie. "But that's not important now". (A movie quote from one of the finest ever by the way)

Sex.

Remember my post about the camisoles? (Yes I'm a horrible husband of course) Last night Kitti wore the rib-knit one. Everything about her in that simple, comfortable, no-nonsense piece of clothing is &#$%ing hot!. Her boobs. Her boobs. (Did I say "her boobs"?) The non-rib knit camisoles have lighter fabric. Even though the fabric is thicker on the rib-knit variety, her nipples poke out like they're trying to hitch a ride. And dressed in that top she could hitch a ride anywhere she wants.

Blah Blah Blah... And then I eased the camisole strap down off one shoulder... slid the top down so it was just below the nipple ... sucked and kissed ... the other side ... breasts pushed together as I buried my face ... squeezed each nipple with my fingers as I kissed my way down to her ...

Kitti hasn't been one for multiple orgasms. My fault, her fault, physiology, time pressure, who knows. Also same for orgasms during intercourse (edited).

So I think I started a bit too extreme tongue lashing too quick, so she pulls me up to kiss her some more, my face and mouth covered with her taste. She's so, so hot with her breasts framed by the half-off camisole; the straps off her shoulders over her arms. We kiss passionately and she grabs my cock and uses it to play with herself.

Oops-I slip in - it feels so good to be inside naked. I pull out and quickly put on a condom before continuing.

The sex was incredible. Kitti is usually on the way down from her orgasm when we have intercourse, but this time she was on her way up.

I just can't describe how her heightened excitement pushed me over the edge. For one thing I didn't feel any pressure to finish up quickly. Afterwards I stayed inside and stroked her clit with my fingers, bringing her close to orgasm. Kitti's legs pulling together, the condom, and her pussy squeezing made it hard to stay inside, so my cock was replaced with a finger. Kitti had to work at it but had what appeared to be a very satisfying orgasm.

We talked about trying to follow the advice in She Comes First : The Thinking Man's Guide to Pleasuring a Woman about getting her to orgasm once and then approaching a second one before 'penetration' so maybe it will be more mutual. I know that her pussy does amazing things when she's close!

If I haven't said it before, I really can't wait till Dr. Snip-Snip gives me the all-clear to ride bareback. Hopefully that will happen soon, I've ejaculated 16 times since the vasectomy and should be to 25 by next Thursday for my 3-week sample. If I'm lucky I'll have a first clear sample then, a second the next week, and a "hall pass" before our Thanksgiving trip.

Lies.

I'm not proud, but Jay did a bad, bad, thing. Been reading Kitti's email to ex BF. I think GH and his tales of Nerdboy got me paranoid, but it's no excuse. I had already hinted to Kitti that we should probably change our mail passwords. I should have just stopped what I was doing and not troubled her with my confession. I also foolishly tried to use something in the email to make a point. Bad. After watching Law & Order everybody knows that you can't prosecute based on illegal search and seizure.

I didn't get any that night, and that was probably well deserved.

Videotape.

We don't have a video camera, but I'd like to tape us sometime.

It's not about sending it to America's Funniest or having a neighborhood movie night. I'd really like to watch together and talk about what we do, how it could be different. Of course I'd be 'busy' as we watch. All tapes destroyed as you see fit.

I'd like to shoot some stills with the digital camera too. Kitti I think your camera has a remote doesn't it? If we got a real good one we could post it to the site. Otherwise I'd just frame an 8x10 for my office. Christmas cards too!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

A chaotic World / Universe.

I have always wondered about the chaotic way of the world / universe.It is chaotic by very nature. And life wouldn't be fun if it wasn't so.The voyage,maze of life is enjoyed when all forms of knowledge[chaotic knowledge :)] is imbibed.
Life is a voyage of self Discovery.
when i look back at my life , i wonder was it really me ? who did all the things i did ?. Life is a strange and mystic journey. You never know what happens.The suspense in the impending future is a thrill,a challenge.You never know what lies for you tomorrow.
I should defenitely say Life is short! So it is essential to make it sweet.
The Qustion is ?.if each one of us undersatnd the true meaning of life and start helping each other.Then the world is a distributed system with people as nodes with computing power coming together and bringing organisation into Chaos and thus defying the law of nature [chaotism!].